Tuesday, February 24, 2009 . 10:50 PM
FINALLY I can blog liao!!! Actually this is kind of a belated post but here it is anyway. It has been 11 days now since my Grandmother's death! I want to thank the ANGELS that comforted and lifted my sorrows. THANKS!! I feel so glad that there are friends that I can turn to and talk to!Oh and also I got the ONE and ONLY picture of my grandparents from india who are now in Heaven with God!
*My grandparents!*
I am sorry for not being able to visit you, even for funeral!! :'( I pray that you forgive me and I pray that your soul will rest in peace! O God take care of my grandparents! They have been such wonderful people, showering love and care for me despite all the sufferings they had to endure from their kin!
I also want to THANK GOD of all!! I thank for Him showing me another of His character - A Friend! When I was crying that night, I could feel the presence and the warmth. Also, the guilt of not being able to visit my grandparents was slowly lifted out that night! He was there during that night, covering me with His presence and His warmth and affirming me that I am not alone and that He will always be there though thick and thin!
Also the day after that, I was watching this show on Channel 5 and there was a scene whereby the lady asked this guy something!
Lady - " What would you do if you had a blister from wearing a new shoe?! "
Man - " Well, I would continue wearing that shoe until I get use to it! What would you do?! "
Lady - " I would continue walking! "
Well, when I heard this, I got impacted! I should move on now!
Lastly before I go off now, I would like to post this song - Mcfly = You've got a friend!
When youre down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out my name,
And you know whereever I am
Ill come running, oh yeah baby
To see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
All you have to do is call
And Ill be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Youve got a friend.
If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
And soon I will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out my name and you know where ever I am
Ill come running to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And Ill be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Hey, aint it good to know that youve got a friend?
People can be so cold.
Theyll hurt you and desert you.
Well theyll take your soul if you let them.
Oh yeah, but dont you let them.
You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
Ill come running to see you again.
Oh babe, dont you know that,
Winter spring summer or fall,
Hey now, all youve got to do is call.
Lord, Ill be there, yes I will.
Youve got a friend.
Youve got a friend.
Aint it good to know youve got a friend.
Aint it good to know youve got a friend.
Youve got a friend.
Saturday, February 14, 2009 . 10:21 PM
Today is valentine's day!! Love is in the air!! Today went to service with excitement! Then around 3 25 p.m., 5 minutes before service, I got a call from my sister and she said that my grandmother in India (from my mother's side) had just passed away! I was in shock and saddened, also mixed with a feeling of guilt!My grandparents from india were the caring people that I have ever known when I was young and was in India with them. They were always caring for me and always taking good care for me when I was just a small and a young baby! When I came back to singapore, time flew and I NEVER got a chance to see them but only got a chance to talk to them over the phone. They would always call and keep asking for me and saying that they want to see me but DUE to my family financial difficulties, my mom got only afford one more and she took my sister! Then I couldn't see my grandparents EVEN after my grandfather died and now I could not even go and see my grandmother EVEN after she died!
I feel so sad and guilty that I could not fulfill my grandparents' final wishes! Now both of them are gone up to Heaven!
I AM SORRY Grandpa and Grandma!! :(
Thursday, February 12, 2009 . 9:17 PM
VALENTINE'S DAY
The season when LOVE is in the air!
Love is in the air on Valentine's Day which lies on the 14th February 2009!! But to me, it is just another ordinary day but reminding me of the times when I actually hated Valentine's Day!
People say:
Love is based on the heart and not on the appearance!
But why nowadays some people look at the outside and not on the inside?! They always go for the people who are very pretty on the outside or very handsome on the outside and they never look at the heart!
Also, people say that Love is blind but why when they are finding for a Girlfriend or a Boyfriend, they even look at COLOR! Do they find for a love partner just because of their choosiness or because they truly love that person!
I don't even know if that is true anymore! Love is painful and sometimes it hurts!
Being single is kind of better! You don't have to worry about rejections or all of the above situations!
But anyway, to all that are attached, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY and may all of you stay together forever in love!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 . 10:25 PM
Finally I have something to blog! Well, I have been looking for part time jobs and still none available. IF anyone got find a part time job, please tell me too!! Thanks! Well, back to the topic! Today I was blessed. After the prayer meeting, Gouwei and me had guitar lesson with Kun ming who is our guitar teacher! Soon after that, he drove us to Jurong Point. Then Gouwei went back home whereas Kun ming and me went to eat dinner. Eventually, I wanted to eat something simple like in a kopitiam but Kun ming brought me to a chinese restaurant called Din Tai Fung!! Truthfully, I have never ate in a restaurant before IF I remember so far! Ha Ha!* Din Tai Fung restaurant! *
Then when we sat down, one of the waitresses came up to me and asked me to put my bag into this stand and she covered it with a towel. Then I was quite curious into why she did that and Kun ming said that this is done to prevent the smell of the food to get trapped on the bag! I was like WOW! that was cool! Here is the picture!
oh and finally here is the picture of the food we ate! Well, actually it is the picture of the food AFTER we ate!! Ha ha! I forgot to take the food before we eat! oh well, here it is anyway! Ha Ha!
Well that is it! But before I go! Thank you Kun ming for everything!!
Friday, February 6, 2009 . 8:00 PM
W16G class chalet!! Woots!! Well, even though only half of the class turned up for the chalet, overall it was still fun! Ha Ha!! I will not tell you about it but let my pictures talk. I have only selected a few pictures to put on my blog! Ha Ha!* Barbeque Time!! *
LOOK AT THE FOOD!! (Drool)
* PILLOW FIGHT! *
* Lila (mom), CJ (son) and Audrey (daughter) *
* The birthday boys! *
Well, that was pretty much it! Ha Ha! Well, it was FUN even though it was one night! Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISHES TO BOTH CJ AND WOON HSIUNG!! MAY ALL OF YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!! I am sure gonna miss W16G! Really Hope that we all still meet to go out and meet during lunch breaks! Ha Ha! Gotta go now but before I go one last picture - reluctant to post but here goes! This picture is taken by DERRICK AW WEE BOON!
* NAP TIME! *
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 . 5:17 PM
Finally, got pictures from the event Ang Bao Hunt at NTU on saturday! It was a fun event!! Ha Ha! Well, I will let the pictures do the talking!
So here they are:
Before the Start of the Event!
* Jas posing! *
At the Start of the Event!
* The amount of oranges we eat! *
* GAME STARTS! *
* Our first Ang bao! *
* THE BLUE GANG - smurfs!! *
Don't play play! :P
Frog Jump!!
* Pinde and me resting! *
* WE ARE OFF!! *
Pinde in the lead
* I am leading! * Woots!
* THE WINNER!! *
Before I continue, the frog jump was one of the things we had to do to complete the game and actually Pinde completed the frog jump first then I came in second but the pictures were so cool and were taken in a way that I was leading!! Ha Ha!! Anyway, more pictures!!
After the end of the Event!
* The other Team! *
Why am I in the picture?! >.<
* Woots! *
That was it! Ha ha! We went to change and headed for service that day! Oh and I have one more picture taken by Charmaine!!
* I am praying to God for healing! * LOL
The truth is I was still not feeling well and I was putting a cold towel on my forehead and was actually resting when Charmaine took this picture!! ha ha!! Oh and guess who is that next to me?! Ha ha! It is EDWIN!! He came by looking for his dear - Rae!!