Tuesday, April 28, 2009 . 12:33 AM
Blogging now at 1230 am! Just had the worst day of my life in school - Microbiology Problem 2 and it was ALL about BACTERIA!! @$#&@#$&^@#$!@#&^!#$^!!! In the beginning it was all right and relaxed but as soon as the faci came to our group, SUPER STRESSED!!! Then after that, I was SUPER STRESSED AND FRUSTRATED!!! #$&!#$&^!#$&!#$&!!! I did ALOT of research and read them all, even though I understood a bit of it, still there were LOTS that were CONFUSING!! I felt like banging my head on the wall (which I did!)!! I even had headache!! Then from the time when the faci came to talk with us till even after the whole lesson, I WAS SUPER FRUSTRATED AND WAS QUIET ALL THE WAY!! Man!, I felt that this time I let my team down!! Sorry guys(girls!) for me being stressed out and frustrated!! I felt as though it was ALL my fault that cause this to happen! EVEN DURING PRESENTATION, THE SLIDES HAD NOT MUCH CONTENTS!! DID NOT EVEN ANSWER THE PROBLEM STATEMENT!!!!! I hate myself for not doing much in the team!! #$&!#$&%$#&@^#$*^#)$&#*$^!!! AHHHHHH!! This must be the only post that I wrote that has all the censored words and all mostly caps!REALLY FRUSTRATED AND PISSED!!! @#$&Y#$&#!$#$^!#$^!#$^@$%^@#$%^@$%^@#$^@$#^@#$^@$#
OK THAT IS ENOUGH!!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 . 12:30 AM
Blogging now in the middle of the night!! Well, today was Applied Science module and even though it was problem one, it was still complicated! Then met with Layhwa for lunch after that continued with the presentation. Felt so stressed and moody! Man, this was the only day that I was SUPER MOODY till when I met up with Layhwa to go home together, we both did not talk! A lot of things was running through my mind and one of them is my studies! When I was in Year one, I heard from my seniors and facilitators that students who go on to Year Two will start to seriously think about the studies and I realised that it is true indeed. I can't believe that I still have only one more year till graduation and I kind of BLEW Year One!! Then came another change that kind of scared me and shook me, it was when they took off one UT away so left with 3 UTs and the last UT was the major one!There were other things that was in my mind like my building fund and I called Rae to tell her the amount that I can fulfil. It seems that starting from thurs all the way till end of may, I can't eat in school if I want to fulfil the amount that I told Rae.
Also, there was also another major issue that made me MOODY but if anyone wants to know, ask me personally but I'll only tell certain people ba!
I have never felt this moody and scared ever since my O level and now that poly is only three years whereas secondary school was 5 years. AHHH!! I feel like screaming! Life in poly is soo short that it flies so fast! I really have to buck up in the 2nd Year! SORRY LAYHWA FOR BEING SOO MOODY AND NEVER TALKING TO YOU! HOPE THAT YOU ARE NOT AFFECTED LE!!:D
Well, thank God that wednesday I am free and I may want to go chill at someplace peaceful to get my mind off things!
Monday, April 20, 2009 . 7:18 PM
Hey guys!! Today was the first day of the new semester - I am in YEAR TWO!!! Finally school reopened after the long 3 months holiday and so I decided to go VERY EARLY with a positive attitude to school! I reached there at around 7 45 am and I thought I was the only one early in my class and to my amazement, THREE girls reach earlier than me! But nevertheless I went into the class and sat at one of the table. I sat there alone and slowly saw people entering the class one by one! THE CLASS WAS STILL QUIET! Then my friend came in and soon slowly, in my group total 5 people - 4 girls and the ONLY guy ME!!The class WAS still quiet until when the facilitator came and initiated ice breaker but it was a quiet one too! But I was still having a positive attitude and lo and behold by the end of the first discussion, I had made friends with my new group!!! I AM SOO HAPPY!! I got 4 friends! Haha!!
Then slowly the whole class began to be noisy!!
Thank God for His word! What u think in my mind, it will happen in reality! So if you think negatively, it will happen negatively and likewise for positive thinking!! HAVE A POSITIVE MINDSET my friends!! Smile at the face of your adversaries/ problems or what ever that you are going through and I can guarantee you that EVERYTHING WILL BE GOOD!! haha!
Well, I can't wait for tomorrow's class - New class and most probably new faces!!
Saturday, April 18, 2009 . 9:21 PM
Today left my house at about 12 30 and went to NTUC fairprice eXtra to buy items for tommorrow's event W459 FOOD KNOCKOUT!! After that on the way to the bus interchange I saw something that caught my attention! There was a guy playing the guitar and when I listened to the song, I was immensely moved. Then I had a revelation of the servants with 1, 3, and 5 talents and how the Master reacted to each of the servants.
Servant no. 1 with 5 talents - The Master multiplied the talents
Servant no. 2 with 3 talents - The Master did the same
However,
Servant no. 3 with 1 talent - The Master took it away
The simple reason is the worker hid that talent and when the Master came back, the servant gave the talent back to him and the Master got angry.
When I saw that person playing the guitar, I thought to myself what a waste of talents! I was sooo moved by the way he played, it was as though he was playing on the piano and it was wasted as he was playing at JP! I was thinking that if he had used his talents, he would have become famous!!
Oh well, to all whatever talents that you all have, be it drawing, singing, cooking and etc, USE IT TO THE FULLEST and don't keep it or hide it like the Servant no. 3! USE those God-given talents and impact the Marketplace and influence the society!
Well that is about it, TMR IS FOODKNOCKOUT AND ANOTHER TWO MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL!!!!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
Thursday, April 16, 2009 . 10:34 PM
School is starting soon!! I am in YEAR TWO now and I still can't believe that one year passed so fast in poly!! Holiday started on the 23rd January and now the date is 16th April - 4 more days to school!! It is somehow interesting on how a human can never be satisfied! Like me for example, a typical human being going to school. After a few months of school, I was expecting for the holidays to come asap and when it came, I WAS SO HAPPY!! But then in the midst of holiday, I feel bored and want to go to back to school! Then now, school is gonna reopen soon and now I am feeling that wish I was still having holiday as school reopen came so fast! Well now back to the topic! Now I am in YEAR TWO and my courses that I got are:
1) W55k-B Microbiology
2) W55J-B Applied Physics
3) W56C-B Chemistry
4) W56B-B Biochemistry
Apparently, the picture is too small so I decided to type it out instead Well, it is gonna be a whole new year with a whole new class and a whole new 25 faces!! Haha!!
Saturday, April 11, 2009 . 10:31 PM
Hey, Happy Easter to all!! Had been having insomnia lately and I dun know what is the cause?! Lying on my bed feeling sleepy but my eyes are WIDE open, I would be like staring at the ceiling because I could not sleep. Yesterday/Today early morning, I was printing some CG stuff till 3 plus am then after that I went to bed and only slept at 4 45 am and worse of all, I woke up 8 plus!!Today, during service, I was serving and I was feeling SUPER TIRED but still I was awake if you get what I meant! But the service was great!
Anyway, Yesterday, after the service went to meet Aliff and Uvanes at Far East Plaza and it was raining cats and dogs! We walked around Far East Plaza in search of a cosplay shop which Aliff wanted to see and lo and behold it was not what we anticipated, instead of seeing anime clothes and items, it was ALL GIRLS' COSPLY CLOTHES and THE SHOP WAS IN OUTSTANDING PINK!!!
After tat, we went to Ngee Ann City, ate at Mac and went walking again! After that we walked back to orchard mrt or so we thought! WE ALMOST WALKED TO PLAZA SINGAPORE but the funny thing is the place that we crossed the road, directly behind us was the MRT station!! I can't believe that we did not observe that! Went to West mall because Aliff wanted to buy a Korean corn drink from a Korean shop there! -.-!!!
Want to buy drink also, must go so far! Some more, it costs $1.70 which was a total waste of money because the drink tasted as though it was popcorn and water blended!!! Then finally reached home around 10 plus!
Before I go, just want to say something. I am beginning to feel that creating a second blog was a bad idea, I dun even know if people are reading my blog. Feel like closing this blog down!!:(
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 . 6:15 PM
Yeah!! Easter is coming and I can't wait for this year's drama production THE FINAL SOLUTION which I know will be better than last year's drama!! SO EXCITED!!
TO ALL the readers of this blog, you are ALL invited for this drama at City Harvest Church which is located at Jurong West Street 91 and it is FOC!! So are you all interested?! Haha!
April 10th (Friday)
1pm - 3pm
3.30pm - 5.30pm
April 11th (Saturday)
3.30pm - 5.30pm
CYA ALL SOON!!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 . 10:00 PM
Help me
To stand up each day,
To walk in Your way,
To read Your word and pray.
Help me
To fight a good fight,
To stay in the light,
To praise You day and night.
Help me
To not just survive,
To be so alive, smiling on the inside.
Help me
To let Your light show,
To let Your love flow, so all the people know.
Oh.... Your grace will see me through.
Oh.... You give me heaven's view.
Oh.... it all comes back to You.
Help me
To walk in Your love sent from above and lifting me up.
Help me
To sing a new song when everything's wrong, You're keeping me strong.
Help me
To stay by Your side, I don't have to hide, I'll live you on the outside.
Help me
To always be true.
I'm carried by You.
I know You'll see me through.
Help me, Help me, Help me cause all I need is You.
Help me, Help me, Help me cause all I need is You.