After that, we went for service and it was a special guest pastor by the name of Rev Paul Scanlon and the service was great even though it was about how his church started and had a change of mind about the lost souls. I have learnt that History gives the benefits of causes and effects so that in the future, by learning from history. we would not repeat the mistakes of the past but instead through the mistakes of the past, we can make the future a better time.

Also, we don't need to wait for God to tell us what to do or make decisions for us as He has given us the free will to choose and decide for ourselves but in whatever decisions we make, He would bless us and guide us to that decision or choice we make. It was like the example that Rev Paul Scanlon gave - about a space shuttle to the moon which has a state of the art guiding system. BUT it does not activate until the shuttle starts to MOVE!

Well, the main matter of this post is about something that I was thinking about a few days back. I was thinking about how in those days when I was in secondary school, when I realized that there are things that are not meant for me and that it was impossible and pointless to think about it. Also, the same mistake repeated again and because of this, I became quite distracted and at the same time confused! I even told myself that I would put THAT aside but I realized that I was still holding on to it! Also, the thing that I was still holding on to affected the relationship of people around me - FRIENDS! Well, I have to decide now or I would forever not be moving forward and now that I thought about, I have decided to LET IT GO and come to a realization that IT IS NOT MEANT FOR ME and I CAN FORGET ABOUT IT!!

Well, if anyone wants to know what is IT, I will only tell to certain people:D!